exploration

planning things for the fall and becoming increasingly excited while trying to remain realistic and grounded.

tonight

let go
let's geaux
get loose
free
fun
don't think
don't drive
smile

things to come

just a list of topics that I expect to speak about in the near future.

--relationships
domestic violence
feeling like a woman
treat her like a lady
submissive women
the other woman
self esteem
Knowing your worth
what you deserve

--social
man I love my fucking friends
image
interaction
genuineness
Integrity
awkwardness

--$
debt
financial tips
B
budgeting
impulses
bargain hunting

maybe music reviews
things that have peaked my interest
things I love
things I want to try
who knows

life...

more to come

Two posts a week at least
*ties strung around finger*

welcome back.

I'm back and plan on seriously blogging this time.

Brief summation of my absence--

I moved into my first apartment.
Got a new car after the accident.
Turned 22.
Broke up with Dre.
My stepmom passed.
Childhood friend passed.
Little Brother broke his neck.
Little cousin was murdered.
I graduated.

Brief summation of what's on the plate.
Trying to figure out what to do with the test of my life
Trying to make it meaningful.
Trying to get over my ex
Moving out soon
Grad school?
Teach abroad?
Wtf is next?
No idea, see ya soon.

This Year

2011 is shaping up nicely.

Yes I'm still living at home.

And yes, my car was totaled by a drunk driver.

And yes, I am in summer school.

And yea, I do have to get up at 8 a.m. everyday for work.

and yes summer school is a dread.

and yea my family is showing me who they are.

But my friends are awesome

and my year is awesome-er.

I'm anticipating GREATer things for the rest of this year.

I mean amazingly great things. :)

2011 Awesomes

Include hibachi, moe's, arizona, yoforia, my haircut, cream cheese cupcakes, nights with the crew, and tbc.....

The epicness of 2011 could not have been planned or imagined. Starting with New Years night and continuing through today, I have had a wonderful year. From great date nights, to many drunk nights with great friends, to refined balls, carnivals, and clubs 2011 is coming along awesomely. Thank God, and I pray for more amazing nights that I will never remember with people that I could never forget.

I woke up in a strange place with my phone smashed to pieces, and I hear there's a video of it all. #epicNIGHT

Cole World

So there's this guy (series)

.....After much deliberation I have finally decided what direction I want to go in with my fave series on my blog "So there's this guy".....this feature will from now on feature lessons that I've learned from the various men in all areas of my life...I.e. Family, friends, ex's, beaus, and potential suitors and even strangers

Twenty year old thoughts....

#impo 20 is too young to be tied down in a relationship. We haven't done enough yet to settle down. You don't have enough life experience to be tied down, living with some guy making babies. Between school, work, and life, I don't have time to 'devote'. So I think that love and relationships and the early 20's don't mix. Its stupid if you ask me. I need my own space too much fun to be had. Shoutout to independence.

Bridge burning...

Upon further review I have decided that I am one of those bridges that you might as well burn if you cross it the wrong way because I guarantee you will never want to cross this bridge again...won't be safe for you...might as well burn it.

SPRBRK10

Yesterday marked the OFFICIAL beggining of my Junior SPRBRK10. I am uberlly excited that I will have no classes this week however I will not be going away on any trip. Instead I will be spending a fun filled week soul searching, working, volunterring, cleaning my room, and running long over due errands.

I'm a grown a-- kid...

swear I ahould be locked up for stupid shit that I did...

I went ot he circus...was less than impressed.

I went to the Universoul Circus this weekend and I was EXTREMELY disappointed. Ok i did get in free and they were pretty good seat, but it was a horrible show...damn why did the black circus have to suck? ):

any who Im off to the aquarium on Sunday and I am sure to enjoy this event more... especially since this is the closest that I will get to any beach over my spring break...speaking of SPRBRK10....

Mr. Right..? or Mr. Good enough?

Is there a such thing and are we letting great guys who are just that [Great] get away because we have all of these rules and regulations regarding the "special" person that we let into our lievs. Why are we so willing to settle for Mr. "Tooooootally Absolutely Wrong in Every Way" and not give Mr. "Ok, he's great, but not what I wanted" a chance...? more to come...just at "The Atlanta's Children Shelter" venting

Sushi

I tried sushi. I have no real opinion on it yet until I have it from a better more reputable restuarant. But i tried it. Didnt try the crawfish yet tho...just couldnt eat it...they kept looking at me...

Karaoke

I have a new found love for the sport. Over the weekend I ihiad the pleasure of enjoying a friends birthday at Metro Cafe, downtown near the Hooters, Hard Rock, and Westin Hotel. and Ican now say that I ♥ karaoke. expect more from me in the future

premature

also today..., i noticed that my "so there's this guy" series maybe a bit premature with many of the postings therefore i have instituted new rules and regualtions for that series that I will not share with the "WWW" however just expect fewer post on that particular subject. lol

hmmm food for thought

if things aren't meant to be or meant for you...dont force them... also dont wait around for anyhting and anyone. Not saying give up just saying be productive in your waiting period ;)...also know when to LET GO AND LET GOD...or whatever you believe...

BB flow

how could i forget to mention that i have a new phone!!! Finally, I have stepped into the 21st century. If you recall my previous phone had no camera (which toootallly suuuucked by the way) and it was also a Metro PCS. I have since joined the Blackberry club. I have the Curve 8530 from Sprint...and its purple. ♥ it already. Its like having a little laptop in my bag. It makes things like twitter and facebook easy and effortless on the go, not to mention all 4 of my email accounts are linked which is a great thing! Also Word, Powerpoint and Excel on the go. Internet browser is great as well!

busy busy busy

ughhh... between school, work, campus involvement, volunteering and everything in between, i tend to forget that I have a blog. but I am alive and well....completly swamped with life right now...but this is what i prayed for...