So have you ever had a really horrible dream that just seemed so real that you even blogged about it. Then you wake up and realize that somethings and people will never change and that's perfectly O.K. with them.
You realize that as much as you yourself want things to remain the same (meaning the way that you feel about these particular people) but things do change on your end. And the familiarity that you saw in them begins to disgust you! Everything about him (meaning=them) is wrong and stupid.
You start to see that neither of these guys want anything out of life and that bugs you a little because you have genuine love for them both.
You see that it's time to let go...
and then you realize that you already have.
You tell yourself that it's time to get over them and move on...
and then you realize that you don't even miss them, and really they've been gone for a while.
You tell yourself that it's time to start the healing process...
and then you realize that you're not hurt nor phased a cent.
You tell your self that it's time to aim higher...
and you realize that you really haven't been aiming at all...
You want to blame their mothers but it's really "Gucci's" fault.
you think all is lost and then...you meet this guy...
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